drkottaway posted: " Elkill I am filled with joy! It is still dark out, early I remember lighting a candle for you and putting it on the porch when we were friends and you would come over early I loved those times you were a wonderful friend but now I know what I w" KO Rural Mad As Hell Blog
Elkill I am filled with joy! It is still dark out, early I remember lighting a candle for you and putting it on the porch when we were friends and you would come over early
I loved those times you were a wonderful friend
but now I know what I want wanted from you and from others in the past
I want to be seen and loved
I want to be seen and loved deeply all of me the dark parts too all on me
and that is why I could love you and my patients and even people who hurt me because
most people are afraid to be seen seen and loved deeply the flaws, the sad parts, the broken bits all of it
Elkill I am filled with joy I know what I want I want to be seen and loved deeply
I do not think it will happen on this earth with a human though I am open, open
But the Beloved sees me the Beloved sees me deeply and loves all of me the flaws, the sad parts, the broken bits all of me
Thank you for helping me see you for helping me see what I want
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