I had more bad dreams. I woke up actually sobbing! I'm not a depressed person or pessimistic. I don't like crowds or parties and stuff like that and I'd rather be around animals than people this is true. I just don't know where these dreams are coming from. I hope they aren't premonitions though. Life is tough in my neck of the woods, but that's been par for the course for a while now so I don't feel super overwhelmed much of the time. I feel blessed actually that things are pretty ok most of the time but maybe that's a problem because my standard of ok wouldn't be pretty ok for most people. Maybe I'm limiting God with my pretty ok-ness. I don't want to do that. I want to dare to dream a big dream and again, my big would probably be way smaller than most people's big but I don't care. I just want to take the chains off of my blessings. I don't want to go to Heaven someday and be shown the beautiful life God meant for me to have but I was settling for pretty ok. I hope this makes sense. Have a beautiful day and meet me back here tomorrow. Peace & hugs P.S. here's a link to my new vlog! See, I'm keeping this up! https://youtu.be/xfXr4F1fgwk
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