I feel like life if giving me the greatest test of all, but then again I could be overthinking it way too much. I feel I need to keep a person in my life so I can overcome this weakness/fault that I have, where when someone does me wrong I eliminate … | By eyelesswandering on July 7, 2024 | I feel like life if giving me the greatest test of all, but then again I could be overthinking it way too much. I feel I need to keep a person in my life so I can overcome this weakness/fault that I have, where when someone does me wrong I eliminate them from my life completely. I have no trace of them anywhere and then I can move on from them- I'm not evil I will keep tokens for positive memory flashbacks. But for a time period, determined by the act, I never look at anything that can bring up past feelings. The person I have in my life right now I feel I can use them to overcome this fault, where I can have the most intense feelings ever but get shot down. The reason I do it this way is cause there's no going back; once someone views you in a way- that's how they'll always view you. You can try to rebuild to have a semi-decent working relationship, but it'll never be the same. I though remember the joy of engaging with her on a personal level, being friends. That's shut off now, and that hurts. Which I accept cause it was my actions of telling her how I feel which caused this. So, why do I put myself through this misery when I know a path to happiness and joy? | | | | You can also reply to this email to leave a comment. | | | | |
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