It's going to be hard to keep this shit posted. But I'm not doing it for writing/entertainment purposes.
The day improved. I figured I needed cold water therapy, so I set about washing both cars. Half the reason I am posting, really, is to remind myself how quickly things can get better.
At first, doing this work was difficult. I had lethargy going. My legs felt like a couple of wooden dowels. I felt I wasn't doing a great job, and made myself remember that a good job isn't the point. I continued washing, then switched to her car. She came out and helped. After a while of us both washing, I began to feel markedly better.
I think some of it was that I needed her support. Even if it was just car washing together.
Then I resolved not to do the stupid thing of drinking, and instead made black tea for both of us.
Things have been better since then and now I am eating excellent home made food.
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